LET'S TALK; ORAL ISSUES, WISDOM TEETH

Hello everybody,.....its a good day here, i hope you are having a nice time wherever you are reading this from. How is the going? As for me, My oral situation as you can tell from the title is driving me to do more research than is comfortable for me haha... Quick Question: Do you know the reason why Wisdom Teeth are called so? If you do, good for you, if you don't, i got you. Just keep up with me right here!

Behind The Smile Lays My Bad 3rd Molars.

Wisdom Teeth are termed so because "they appear/erupt at a later time in life when one is believed to be wiser."

Now, you are probably wondering why on earth i would sit down and write about Wisdom teeth. But hey, i have a reason and the reason is, my wisdom teeth are giving me more trouble than my Maths assignments ever did. Apparently, i'm at the verge of having my two "third molars" removed, yeah 2 because the other 2 are gone already, hallelujah! We will get into detail but first i have some fun facts about teeth and the mouth as a whole, good for your soul. (Note: These are from sources on the internet, not my own research)

Tooth enamel is the strongest substance in the human body.(Oh really,...might be true, i have seen a couple of humans opening bottle crowns with their teeth, which is a 'genius' act but stupid practice)
Like finger prints, every one's tongue print is different.(Okay, for y'all suspecting your mates to have been kissed by someone, invest in finding out whose tongue prints will be found on their neck, haha)
An elephant grinds its molars and grows new ones. This happens 6 times in a lifetime.(Holy cow, why would this be so? Like this fattie fattie wakes up on a random morning and decides to accompany their vegetable breakfast with a molar, at that their own freaking molar! Okay elephant, what else do you want on your menu, your Teeny-tiny tail??)
An average woman smiles 62 times a day while an average man smiles about 8 times.(Well, no comment. Leave a comment down below about this fact)

Back to business: In July 2017, after a long time of buying painkillers, and changing my mouth wash for an improvement that never came, i decided to have two of my wisdom teeth extracted. Called my cousin who is dentist and scheduled an appointment, got myself together for the pain that i expected(i have had two extractions prior) and walked into that small room with dazzling light, a sort of operation chair(not table this time) and a simple table where the scary equipment lay that would later have a fun moment exploring and terrorizing my little mouth.

Look!! These Are The Stuff That You See And Develop Butterflies In The Stomach.

Early this year(2019) i wrote an article about what one needs to know concerning wisdom teeth. You can check it out via this link.
https://chimpreports.com/oral-health-what-you-need-to-know-about-wisdom-teeth/ That however was a little coverage since i'm not a dentist and haven't dealt so much with the case other than discovering that as my situation stands, my very own wisdom teeth have nothing like a role they play but only cause me trouble. I visited a dentist soon after they erupted and this is what he had to say,"its unfortunate that you are one of the people whose jawline isn't wide enough to accommodate the 3rd molars and so they are squeezed in, reason they are not in proper alignment. This is most likely going to cause you pain so its up to you to decide whether to get them out or let them be for now."


I didn't have much worry since they initially didn't act funny but after some few years, i started to notice that there was a sort of discoloration to which i thought,"Patie, you are not doing a good job, brush the damn teeth well." When i got cavities(on these shameless molars) i visited a dentist again and thus he explained,"Your third molars are in a complicated angle and however much you try, it's going to be hard to keep them clean, you should consider having them out." I then decided to get the two which were affected extracted. It's May 2019 and damn,.....i have to go back to the "chair" and get "clean."

Impacted Wisdom Teeth Appear In Different Angles. Mine lay in "partial eruption"

Good part is, my other dental sets are fine and have not showed any signs of 'defiance' so i feel good about that at least. The funny yet serious fact is, some people(a small percentage) happen to have a fourth set of molars(termed as Supernumerary teeth) as disclosed by Dr Gene McCormick who has practiced dentistry for over 40 years. "In my career, i have seen two cases where patients have had fourth molars-or two sets of wisdom teeth." He also went on to explain that "wisdom teeth can have even up to 5 roots." Or dear me, somebody hold my hand!

Now this ain't how i smile usually, just wanted to show off my "vampire" tooth, oh ,.i have a little diastema too.

So guys, maybe you dont have cavities, or Impacted wisdom teeth and your oral health is "crystal clear" haha,....but once in a while, you need to check with the dentist. Most of these dental issues don't occur overnight, its always an outburst of accumulating bits of unnoticeable problem build-ups. Stand warned, the pain of a tooth extraction is one that gives you nightmares long after the wound has healed even. Take care of your teeth like you would your diamonds.

I will catch YOU again soon, next Friday as we bring something else to the table. I love you all and have a fruitful week. GO GET YOUR TEETH CHECKED, THERE YOU HAVE WHERE TO START!

DECISION MAKING, MY STORY.

Good morning lovelies! I hope you are having a beautiful day.

Me looking at my decision like, YEAH!

Today we are getting more 'close and personal' because I am revealing something about me that would get you a cringy face for a split second. It's to do with decision making so stick with me and let's get right into it, shall we?

When I talk about decision making, I'm giving full coverage to even the smallest of choices that we make each day, in our daily operations and  the tough decisions such as career choices, relationships, taking business risks and all those life aspects that must be handled carefully, if we are to reap good from them.

One of the decisions I had to make amidst so much controversy was branching off to persue my dream course(journalism and mass communication) after my O'level studies. In most cases, (particularly here in Uganda), parents won't consider such a thing as their child not taking a "straight" education path to University. It's the norm and I don't have a problem with it at all. It's only when one doesn't perform well in their final high school exams that they will consider taking some random course(I know of many cases). Sometimes it's to do with money issues, parents will many a times be forced to make a shortcut for their children when their financial status is not stable enough to sustain the University or even A'Level study expenses. Institutions of learning are usually a bit cheaper and so an option for such situations.

For my case however, it was never about any of the above situations. I had passed with a good first grade(aggregate 25/8) and I was short-listed for admission in one of the schools of my choice for A'Level. Money wasn't an issue either(to God be the glory), and career guidance was something that was (vital and inevitable) ...we didn't like these talks especially when the program fell on a Saturday at my school(Maryhill High School, Mbarara). Thanks to these annoying discussions, I was able to have a ground to say "this is what I want" and stick to it. One time when Mr @EthanMussolini(one of the most respected inspirational speakers here) was the guest speaker, he mentioned 'taking different paths to achieving a common goal'.....I got that and I have never looked back.(Sending my love to all Maryhillians around the globe😍) You can follow and achieve your dream, even when you may not necessarily go through the same door that others have taken.

It was initially strange and kinda devastating for my parents but because I had a clear view of what I wanted and how I visualized my journey through it, they gave me a chance to lead my way and.....here I'm. I'm not where I want to be yet but I'm living a life with a purpose, I'm not complaining and I have never regretted my choice.

Workmates that become friends.

Many a times, we fail to make the right decisions one of the reasons being; Considering and putting into play how other people will feel about us and how they are likely to be affected by our choices. However, have you ever noticed that at the end of the day, we get back to saying: "If it wasn't for the sake of making my parents happy, I would be a better person in my career,...if only I had put myself and vision in the central arena, I would have achieved this or that....longing to please my partner is the reason I didn't take that training that could be of great help now.....lots and lots of stuff!

 We often give up our zeal and enthusiasm to do something amazing for our selves because we are busy thinking about how others will perceive our decision. But eventually, you will realize that these people don't actually care much about the lives we are living now and worse still, some have moved on from "those times" and we only have US! So what was the point in doing all this for everyone else but YOU?

I don't mean to sound selfish but I believe that if the people around us(family, friends, workmates, employers,..name it) love and care about us, they would be understanding enough to accept the little or big decisions that we make for our own good. Not focus on how they will benefit or not from the outcomes of our choices! How about you, what's your take on this issue?

That decision that you are about to make, is something you will appreciate in future. The interesting part is, when we make a choice with a pure mind, leave alone the advise that we need of course considering the depth of the matter, we go all in and hesitate to waiver on the journey that we embark on, because we are certain that whatever it is, we will be great at the end of it all. If we don't get exactly what we imagined, at least we will have learnt much about that field and we can always do better and better.

When Oprah Winfrey was asked what she will do if her show doesn't do well as projected, this is what she had to say. " The show will do well and if it doesn't, I will do well. Because I'm not defined by a show." So my dear one, don't let anything or anyone limit your adventure in or exposure to making a decision. Go right ahead and chose to start on that project today, take that school program, arrange for that tour, approach that person you fear and face every situation with utmost vigor and bravery.

See you again after you have faced and conquered that fear of making a decision🤝 Next Friday!! Have the best of the week and don't be a block in someone's way of making a choice, give them that extra push they need to make "A choice of their life." ✌️✌️

A DEDICATION TO ALL THE LOVELY MOTHERS!

Hello and welcome back to the blog guys.

TGIF

 I hope all is well and you are in line to having a part of your new year's resolutions covered,...hey it's mid May already! Gosh, how time zooms. It seems like yesterday when i was out at church waiting for the fireworks to spark, get my blessing and boom, dive right into 2019. Here we are taking on day by day and reaching for the utmost satisfaction in all we set our hands on. How far have you gone with yours?

Well, a little throw back, last Sunday was Mother's Day and up to now, i still feel the fresh breathe of that undying love and affection that people displayed to their mothers, aunties, step mothers, wives and the dad's (who happen to be both!) My mother and i talked and we had a share of the day's laughter. I must say, a mother's love is indescribable! Cheers to all the mothers reading this, i wish nothing but the best for you. You are reason we wake up with hope and security around us, even when the demons of hatred, jealousy, loss , failure, loneliness.....haunt us as we go out to face the world, one thing for sure is: When you open the door to us and give us that re-assuring embrace, we are safer than we will ever be, even when we are guarded by the most fierce armies.

Where Are All The Slender Beings @?

When i was younger, i didn't comprehend why our mother was kinda hard on us(my two brothers and i) why she stopped us from playing with some kids, why she had to force us to take our de-worming tabs(we hated that part so much), why she forced us to take afternoon naps, why she punished me when i fought with my little brother(haha,...i remember this day vividly) all that. But now that i'm old and know better, i clearly see the millions of reasons why she did what she did, the way she did. All she wanted was to protect us from the harsh weather of the world while our skin wasn't hard enough to take it yet. I know now, more than everybody else, that our mother gave up everything  for us, signed up her entire life to making us happy people, responsible and kind. This brings me to tears because i now understand that "She laid down for the good of us, what she had the right to claim for herself." I love you mother, my heart breaks easily and safely when your hands are down here to patch it up together and fix it once more!
I dedicate this quote ↑(by yours truly, myself) to all the mothers who have nursed their children's broken hearts and filled up the empty holes left in the hearts by whoever and whatever.

I owe the best decisions I have ever made to my mother's guidance and the mere fact that our mothers have seen us and felt us right from the first kick, they know even more than we will learn about ourselves. A worrier is a woman, the strength that shoulders every burden with lips that utter no complaint, the hands that are forever warm to welcome a child even when they have been the worst of nightmares! How insatiable is a mother's longing for her child!

For some reason, when we are growing up, we feel like our mothers are getting way too nosy and meddling in our business but have you ever encountered a tough situation and you wish your mum could get nosy and be part of what you are going through? I have woken up some days and wished my mum could read my thoughts without me having to narrate my ordeal. What do I have, that I don't owe to my mother? Little or nothing at all!⥞  (Another One)

The Lighting Though,.....Not Good

Alright guys, I hope we all can somehow relate to this "Dedication to all mothers." I have shared some lines with my mother, I hope u can share with yours too. If you are a mother right here,.. receive my heart felt hugs, hands down, you are our heroes. Let's all remind our mothers of how much they mean to us and how we are forever indebted to them for each sacrifice they have made for us to be the persons we have become. Let's love them unconditionally  each day, it's the least we can pay them anyway. And to the departed souls, let's make them proud, i know they will looking down at us, smiling!

I love you all so much like I have known you since ...... because you are the reason why I wake up and scribble something in my diary every day to eventually share with y'all on a Friday morning.  Thanks for dropping by, catch you next Friday. Lovely weekend!

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DEALING WITH LOSS, PERSONAL LESSONS

Hello, welcome back to Patie Polly's Take. I'm glad you are here. Hope you are well and progressing, ....and that's my wish for  y'all.

Got my edges popping for a Friday.

 Very often, our lives are full of uncertainties. Today this, tomorrow that, it's shinning bright one minute and the other it's a thick blanket of dark clouds. What's unfortunate or fortunate is that we often don't have any control over these happenings, the satisfying occurrences and the disheartening mishaps alike. Sometimes we encounter both the tragic and comic in one film setting and we don't know how to feel,....we are just in between, balancing on a knife-edge where we can fall off over to the "not good" or back to something "soft and snuggly"

I bet we all have had that moment when we have to face the harsh reality of dealing with loss. Somehow somewhere, we have lost our loved ones, relationships that we have invested in for a long time or even days (doesn't make a big difference), a job that we have dedicated ourselves to or even that 'once in a lifetime' opportunity to fulfill our dreams or attain that life we have always yearned for. Whatever the cause and magnitude of the loss maybe, at the end of the day when we fall back into our beds, we feel it, right in our gut like a forming ulcer, with a raging fire consuming our entire being. Wishing it could all be a twisted dream that we can wake up from. That's human and we can't run away from it, however, we all need to learn to handle the pain in a way that won't destroy and break us down.

When you are trying to get that "serious" shot!

Let it hurt, Let it bleed, Let it Heal and let it go!
On many occasions, when we fail to meet the requirements to join a university of our dreams, when we call it quits from a 2, 3 or 25 year relationship, when we fail to make it to the finals(which would probably shine the brightest light on our talent/career), a good percentage of us as a human race will be or feel utterly shattered, hopeless, weak, incapable and lost in a cruel wild world. We identify with that wounded fish in a rowdy ocean where we become a clear target and a heavenly grail for the sharks to attack and feast on. With each scratch, we bleed so bad, send subtle signals to our predators to make no haste in devouring our mortal bodies. Once the dagger-like teeth of the monstrous sharks cut into our muscle, we can't put up a fight but only surrender to the enemy and we are no more. We allow sadness to scrape our nerves and soften our spirit for the final kill.

However, we can choose to deal with the tough situations with brave minds and courageous souls. If there is anything that waters us down most times its our own selves. Even before the exterior attacks reach us, before people tell us "we ain't good enough, ain't beautiful enough, ain't smart enough....", we have already professed to ourselves that we "can't move on without our partners, can't manage to get a new job,...even when the current is a dead-end one, can't take care of our people because we are grieving the ones we lost....blah blah"
We need to be our own "knights in shining armor", we have to be understanding, 'simple yet strong' like a palm tree at an ocean coast. The palm doesn't choose to be there, in bare sand...but because that's where God has placed it, it learns that the ocean winds are here to stay and so adopts to following the direction of wind, ..sways each day and breaks not. It endures the greatest storms because it has mastered the art of bending gracefully.

Its been quite dusty,..don't mind the shoes. 

Have you ever wondered why sometimes we have a 'season for problems'? Here is what i have come to learn, when we lose a friend or parent, our hearts are so heavy that we tend not care about anybody, even ourselves. We even neglect our responsibilities to which we must be answerable  eventually, like it or not. The more we ignore what we have, the more we lose touch with what makes us happy. We then start to realize that our friends and family are sad and mad at us because we are drowning our entire world in a pit which they are actually trying hard to enable us to jump over.
 Even when we are hurting, it's okay to cry and grieve but vital to be aware of  the surrounding, the people who love and care about us and most importantly not put aside the fact that we have a lot of stuff to be thankful for and appreciate. So long as we still have life, each day is yet another second chance to be better, more successful and live much stronger with the memories that we never can escape.

At the thin line of our breaking point lies the greatest will power,....the strength to make one more step to keep us afloat amidst the high tides. Always remember that.

I didn't want to sound like some grey bearded prophet in the old testament but just found myself using such examples. I hope you enjoy this easy read and pick out something to better your day. I'M OUT,....✌✌

ON THE OTHER SIDE

So, what's on the other side?

In a black and white world, true colors show.

It can be all kinds of things. From here, there and everywhere. Random stuff someone can talk about. For today, i thought i would just drop these 'thoughts' here.

Lately i have been thinking about me,....thinking about my colleagues,....i have less girlfriends but they are girly! I, on the other hand, am not really that. I can leave home and go for five hours, minus a bag or purse, a jacket or a scarf. My friends don't do that. They want to have a chap stick, some wet wipes, a little shawl(just in case the weather gets a bit chilly)....but we are in Uganda,....you won't freeze girlfriend!!!! Here are facts about Kampala-Uganda weather↩

In Kampala, you will wake up to heavy rains, grab your overcoat, that thick scarf and get your ankle boots on,...ready for the day...oh yes you are! Time check; 11 am,....i assure you, you will need an extra bag to carry your layering bits on the side. Its already too hot. So, i have decided to keep it minimal,...moderate or no layering at all. It will be warm enough soon anyway. It's not like i discourage people from being prepared, just keep it sane. The extra sweater in your hand will most probably be left in the taxi(for those who own no cars yet ..like me)....Not a prophet of doom,...just saying!

On the other side, let's talk EMOTIONS!
If there is one thing that God gifted me with, it's emotions.(not much of a big deal, is it?) But hey, sometimes they keep us human. Imagine if you would hurt someone so deeply and feel no tiny bit of remorse, we wouldn't be human enough. However, for extra cases like mine, you won't need to hurt no body, or be hurt to get your mood hyped or anger flaring up, no, I need just a song that has those damn touching, relatable lyrics to 'whitten my eyes'...they say when you cry, you cleanse the eyes, Oops!
One other thing that snatches my moods is,....seeing two people happy. Sounds stupid,.....but yessssss. Each time I see people hugging, smiling from their souls, comforting someone, or when I hold and Pat someone's hand, ...that moment, that split second is too much for me to handle. I just can't take in how my heart feels. It's beyond happiness, it's like that moment in a flying dream just before you fall off the cliff, unexplainable!

On February 14th, that was Valentine's day, I had a magical moment with 'This other person', the candles, the chocolate...and while we were grooving ever so stealthily, Shallow started playing. OMG, what was I supposed to do? Shallow has been my best song since like forever. This time we weren't really dancing, we were just moving, cluelessly! So, when I couldn't swallow the goodness anymore, here is the conversation.
Me: Hey, that's my best song.... I'm gonna cry.
Him: Please don't, don't spoil this.
Me: ..... Already tasting my own hot salty tears!

I'm off the deep end, watch as i dive in-Best song in my world

Okay, what's on the other side? With this world where we rarely know how long we will have our loved ones, later on our own selves, I choose to enjoy every little bit of a good time that the world avails to me, love like I have never been hurt, smile like I just won lottery,....so should you. If you wanna cry because what you feel is beyond sweetness, happiness...cry,...it's part of 'my daily skin care routine', hahahaha. If you wanna apologize to someone, do it right now, it's not worth it buying 'sorry' flowers for one that is long gone when you would have hugged this person and made up. If you want to tell someone how you love them, don't hesitate, they might actually be waiting for you to say it, they have been waiting for so long,..pop the damn question!

Alright lovelies, I wanted this short and 'out of order' ...who wants to follow rules anyway? Sometimes it's okay to break a few rules, take some risks and eat chocolate in bed after brushing your teeth(hey teeth be nice, just tonight, no cavities....me cautioning my oral staff), break monotony.

  Me after my guilty pleasure....candy in bed, after brushing my teeth.

 Don't limit your chances of living life. Don't let people promise you "tonight" without "tomorrow" too, you will be disappointed. Learn to live beyond the confines of your good job, nice car and and the pretty apartment you got. Life is much more than that.

Love you all, catch you next Friday. It's a weekend, baby! Go catch up with your homegirls and homeboys,....there is where our stories begin.

MY HOBBIES AND 'FAVORITES'

Hello esteemed reader, (warm hugs for you if you are in Kampala-Uganda....we are having a chilly day) or even the rest of the world, a warm hug won't do you bad! 

Another Friday, Another blog, Another Snap Moment

I appreciate having you here again for yet another post, it means a whole lot to me. I hope you had a fantastic Easter holiday, relaxed more and you approached this week with utmost vigor. God has been good, we are still here, we still have Patie Polly's Take.

 So today, I thought I would bring you another part of the me, yeah, apart from waking up and going to work, how is my life when the noise has faded, the streets are calm and the leaves are rustling gently against the wind? Well, if you wanna get to know more about that, stick with me, let's dive right into it down below.

To commence the 'dialogue', here is a sneak peek of what gives me a bit or a whole lotta tranquility when the sun goes down or when work is the least thing to worry about.

-Music;  if there has ever been another power on Earth(apart from love...haha) that's beyond 'normal' human understanding, it's music! Well that's my opinion.....don't come after me to hold an argument, haha.

 Many a times we all get sad, excited or sometimes we don't know exactly how we feel but there is one thing that can define our mood and that's music. It's one thing to enter a room and find your buddy listening to "I WILL NEVER LOVE AGAIN" (Lady Gaga-a star is born) and another to burst into someone's kitchen and.... "THINKING ABOUT YOU" (Ciara) is on replay. For the former, get close and give them a reassuring pat on the shoulder and for the latter, ditch the heels and join the groove!! Now you know what I'm talking about, don't you?

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When it's a Monday and the music playing beside your dresser is "BITCH BETTER HAVE MY MONEY" (Rihanna) you're sure on the lively team that's going all in to reap the hell outta the week, the vibe is hyped up. On the other hand however, having THE LAZY SONG( Bruno Mars) hitting the waves as you reset your alarm from 7 to 7:30 am on Monday, these two moods are completely different. The later might as well call in sick at their work place,....These are my CONFESSIONS(Usher). Am I talking to somebody????

How about those specific lyrics that suit our situations? Have you ever listened to a song and when it's done you wanna say hallelujah? MERCY SAID NO(CeCe Winans), IT IS WELL WITH MY SOUL(Philip Bliss)...Oh com'mon!! Sometimes we are not in that church mood or have taken some good months minus showing up at your fellowship hour but deep inside, when "YOU ARE THE AIR I BREATHE" randomly plays, It feels like you were baptized yesterday and your spirit has that spark that won't be dulled by any obstacle, are we together?

Okay, enough of the above, its official you now know music is a sweetheart to me. I listen to many genres, pop, rock, country, RnB, name it. My favorite boy band of all time is,...ladies and gentlemen, put your hands together for the amazing heart-throbs of our time,...ONE DIRECTION👋👋👋 Give it up for Harry, Louis, Liam, Niall and our 'estranged' brother Zayn! Who misses theses guys like a problem? Who got their heart shattering in a million pieces when the band disbanded?  Well, a directioner like me is still a fan of each one of the former 1D guys. 

Night Changes, Up All Night, Strong, WMUB, Perfect, Best 'Songs' Ever.....gosh, i'm tearing up. I love their music.

My forever loves, One Direction

My favorite pop artist as of now is Tatiana Manaois,.....sing along with me; Helplessly, Like You, This Other Person, All This Time, and our new baby, Home!

How about my Homeland besties,...Julianna Kanyomozi is my legendary but Sheebah gives me all the vibes! Bobi Wine, is my 'bestest' against all odds, in whichever personality and everything beyond! Musically, politically, socially and swag wise, he takes the lead. Nkwagala Bitasangika(Sheebah Karungi) is a song I would listen to even if the sky was falling down. For Better For Worse(Bobi Wine) is another classic that won't fade away from my mind. In 2013, my roommates declared Juliana's Omutima Oguluma the room anthem. @Phiona @Racheàl @Sophie, I'm giving you a major throw back.

Alright, apart from music, my other major hobby is reading, novels make a third of the whole. Guess what, I enjoy reading a novel more than I do it's movie. Perfect example is the TWILIGHT SAGA series by Stephanie Mayer, i remember this one night during night prep in my form 2, i had just landed on the BREAKING DAWN novel, i had a Biology Practical exam the next day but while people were seated in discussion groups learning and mastering Bones, i was in my corner, head down reading the 3rd chapter of the novel, admiring Bella's courage......thats how far i can go for a good read! Don't ask how i performed in the practical paper,...all i know is, it wasn't good enough.

Veronica Roth's DIVERGENT series/novels is a story for another day. That Old Devil Moon, Storm breaker, A thousand Leagues Under The Sea, Jane Eyre, Little Women, Handmaid's Tale, American Gods, A walk To Remember, Wuthering Heights, A Hero To Keep, A Difficult Man, omg, the list is endless. Let me know in the comments if you relate to some of these books.

Cheers to Forever!
Bella: i know what you are
Edward: Say it(*2
Bella: A vampire
Edward: Are you not scared?
Bella: No!

Why do i feel like my list is getting exhausted? Well, movies are part of what i do when i get home but a only a few get me glued to the screen. Either there is a person i like among the cast or the movie has something like a love story and happy ending in it. One of my workmates is a huge fan of horror movies,.....that kinda stuff gives me sleepless nights. Jigsaw, Annabel's Creation.....that's not my league. I love easy going stuff like What Men Want, A star is born,(i love musicals so much) .....simple life. I remember when i was watching Bird Box, i had to close my eyes more often and wait for the thunderous sound to fade, oh dear me, i can't stand torment. What kind of movies do you like?

Other things that excite me are: Evening walks(while i chew on candy), DIY funny projects(paper cutting, sewing, home decor) i write to,....lots of stuff. I'm a loner naturally, reason you don't see stuff like partying, games,....Oh, play scrabble so much. Literally, that's me, my hobbies and favorites. 

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WRETCHED FIRST LOVE

Welcome and welcome back to my blog guys, Happy Easter, Happy Holidays! Wherever you are, with family, at work or hanging out with colleagues and you who is snuggling your duvet scrolling through your social media feed, i appreciate you more than you think, thank you for dropping by Patie Polly's Take.

Thursday evening and its a 4 day weekend!

While Easter is a period of celebrating, rethinking our ways and drawing closer to our creator, it's particularly a time that reminds of some horrible experience i encountered some few years back, when i fell in love with a guy who was kinda gangster(still wonder even today how my brains were thinking). I met "B" during my second lecture in the journalism class as one of my best lecturers ever, Mr Bbale Francis(RIP) emphasized the importance of mastering the right intonation and pronunciation of words as a journalist. 

We had to take some few notes and just as i started, some one tapped my shoulder asking for a pen(now you know the kinda person i'm talking about, ....like who the hell comes to a lecture room without a pen?) I offered him one(i had some cute girly pens gifted to me by my mum-God bless her heart). Have you ever met someone who becomes your problem from day one but yet again grows into that person you can't resist? That was my first real lover(or so i thought), not a play-boy type but with lots of trouble befalling him every now and then. This is a guy who would be seated with you one minute and the other he is hunted by police! Never consistent with nothing, never having a thing. Hang out with the 'wrong' people(according to me) and chose boxing for a career which meant, giggling and chatting in the morning and by dusk, he has a swollen cheek or a bruised eye.

Love must be the most transcendent form of power that can elude any kind of chase, staying just as it is, confusing even the smartest people on the surface of the universe. I don't know how i put up with this kind of thing. I was never sure of the next minute nor hour, everything was always on a line. We really didn't have a middle ground, our emotions were either elated to the maximum or so down to negative infinity but i still loved him and in my perception, he loved back.

This Is Me Looking At My Audience, like wow.

Three months down the road, the Easter season came in and this was the deafening noise to the call of awakening from my fantasy but also the alpha of a long period of experiencing and nursing a heart-ache. Taking a break from school, i thought about nothing but having the best of times with "B". I told dad that i would not go home for the break because i was chasing something "really important at school"....sorry dad, i lied. Made plans, some of which were unknown to B because i wanted to be the master mind behind the world that i designed, for us!

On Friday evening(good Friday), B and i were at the balcony talking and having a good time when a phone-call came through that wrecked everything. A second after the call, he said to me,"Patie, i'm leaving. I have to join my uncle, he is dropping by the hostel to pick me up in an hours time."
"But ...you can't leave, we have plans, i arranged something,...don't take that...," i went on and on but i could not change a mind that was made up in a split second no matter how hard i tried.
My world seemed to have come to a sudden halt and the ground beneath my wobbly feet ceased to exist. I could feel a million daggers cutting right through my body and all i wanted to do was cling on to him as my soul screamed,"don't do this to me!" He didn't heed my plea, he unwound my arms off his torso, walked away through the lobby and disappeared to the stairs, just like i never had him, like i meant nothing to him, like what we had was nothing but just a sand castle that could not put up a fight against the raging storm.

I curled down, with hot tears cascading my cheeks, not sure of what i felt but one thing was clear to me then, i had longed for a heart that longed not for me. I built my world around one single person, deciding against all odds to love him even when i knew that he wasn't reliable. I sat down, staring into space and a few minutes later, i saw him cross the road(my hostel was at the roadside) in a white outfit, save for the black waist coat that hand firmly on his broad shoulders. A range rover spot pulled up and he sat, drove off from my site but crushed a thousand times in my heart. I had nothing left to fall back to, my friends had definitely left for their homes, it was three people left in the hostel, people that i didn't even know well.

Long story short, we didn't communicate for three weeks and he never returned till then. I grew thinner than i already was, cried myself to sleep for 21 straight days and had nothing to be happy about. The guilt of choosing a stranger over my family killed me each night as i lay lonely in my bed.

 It was one cold evening as i walked up the stairs to my room when someone called my name. My spirit was weighed down with sadness and hallucinations so i didn't respond, i was sick of answering stray voices in my head. This time though, i could hear some faint steps behind me and in an instant, his arms were around me. He was back.
He had less to explain to me(as usual) and i had less to ask, i had all the answers right in my gut. All i needed was to go away, never fall for this estranged loverboy. My mind was made up, he was never going to change and i wasn't ready to cross more oceans for someone who could not jump a huddle for me.I wasn't competing for the award of saint-hood. I let him go, one of the hardest decisions i have done in life. However much i was hurt, there is a part of me that still wanted him, needed him, loved him. That sounds really stupid, doesn't it? I'm just being candid with you guys.

 The journey of learning to accept the 'loss' and move on is never easy, when the memories play back and you want to smile but you can only afford a sigh, sometimes it feels like this is never going to stop but with time, most of the wounds heal. I became my own greatest love.I swore never to neglect myself, learn to forgive, to laugh, to adore me and most importantly to love again.

I loathe sad stories so i'm not about to leave you with a sad ending. Its 2019, and your homegirl is in love. In love with someone who proves to her each day that LOVE IS NOT LOVE WHICH ALTERS WHEN IT ALTERATION FINDS, NO, ITS AN EVER FIXED MARK. A-L-I ain't perfect but he has loved me despite my imperfections too. I don't fancy sleep anymore because finally REALITY IS SWEETER THAN THE DREAMS. Now That's Real Talk!

HAPPY EASTER ONCE MORE, ENJOY THE BREAK
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LOVE WINS AND GOD WINS

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GET TO KNOW ME MORE, WEEK-DIARY

Hello once again, welcome back to my blog guys.I hope your week has been productive and peaceful, mine sure was. Today i decided to do some sorta a review about how my week has been rolling on, the joys, the adventures, work isshh, everything. So without further ado, let's jump right into it, shall we?

MONDAY
If there is one thing that i have failed to outgrow is dreading Monday mornings. For some reason, however much i endeavor to make thorough preparations, it's never enough to give me that relaxation on Sunday evenings. Maybe it's all in my head always but the weird fact is, my Mondays have some sort of complication in them, i'm yet to master the art of having stuff under control though.(Cheers to the new goal, proud of me) haha.
Basically, it was about work and finally, the joy of ending the day. Seated in a taxi heading home, being grateful about life and alerting my salivary glands about the ginger biscuits waiting at home for the lady of the house,(yeah, when you are staying alone, you are the boss, the lady, the princess and sadly the maid of the house)

When it's a Monday and it's 5:00PM,....

TUESDAY

Just like this dull color in the subheading, Tuesday was a rainy day. Drawing the pillow even closer and hearing a faint comforting sound outside the window, i knew nothing could have worked the magic other than the M-I-G-H-T-Y rain. Maybe it's not a big deal where you are reading this from but if i may be frank to my gut, here in Kampala-Uganda we have been waiting and hoping for the rain to come. I mean, the dust was much and the heat was getting uncomfortable.
There is sitting in a taxi 'on the wrong side' like i call it and 'kasana'(sunshine) hits your shoulder like you are some random nut abandoned by its reckless mother pod on the ground.
Okay, back to the script(i tend to meander sometimes) when i'm story telling, we all do sometimes, dont we?  I was able to make it to work at 9:20 am, thats 50 minutes late, settled in and enjoyed the cool weather, after all i love it that way. Minutes, hours and it's 6:00 pm, time to go back home! The epitome of this day was the conversation i was over-hearing  in the taxi all the way till i dropped off, unfortunately i didn't get the 'sorry ending.' Were you warming up for the story? Ohh, it was a sad one, like sad movies-they make me cry. I don't want to!




WEDNESDAY

Some days are so good that you actually realize just when you wake up. Unlike those mornings when the alarm rings and i feel like someone is dragging me to hell, this particular morning was jovial, didn't have to try on 3 tops before deciding on which one to wear, my neighbor with whom i share a bathroom(he takes 30 minutes to get done with a damn shower) left before i woke up so i wasn't late for work like its the norm. Got a taxi that didn't have to 'stop and load' for ages, and the taxi conductor was nice too. He said "olunaku olulungi" meaning good day, after i dropped off....well thats not to expect from them.
At work, i had a 'snap-break' with my colleagues and you can see in the photos down below the sweet smiles on our faces. Generally, it was a good day! The traffic back home was not that tight, went to the roadside "quick-bites" outlet and got me an egg-roll at 1500 shs,(usually its 1k) i don't know why Mama Brenda has 'hiked' the price! Anyways, i had a yummy dinner an egg-roll, noodles(prepared by yours truly, moi), gravy from the same eat out and a coffee.

Friends who smile together at work, progress together!

THURSDAY

Woke up to no sunshine but clear skies, took a lazy shower (usually i will have that faint scent of berries from my shower gel on me for an hour or so, reason,.....i don’t want to delay in the shower clearing it off and besides, i love it) we all have that gel scent we love more than the deodorant we wear,..... not debatable. Work was the usual kinda routine, happened to move out to run some errands and while i waited for one of the clients for some paperwork to be done, this little girl comes and sits next to me. A minute later, an ice cream vendor approaches the lobby and starts strategizing..... Baby girl looks at me, i look at the vendor, still undecided. In an instant, someone calls out, .."Noella?...oh, there you are, let’s go." I felt some sort of relief for some reason that i can't explain, does anyone else out there feel some kind of way when a 'kid stranger' is giving you 'that eye'?
(Five hours later)
Well, there is a meeting/talk i had hoped for to happen at 6pm but apparently the other 2 parties were tired from the day's work therefore,.....meeting councelled! Yeah, a flopped evening.

Smile, smile, it's good for your health!

FRIDAY

Okay guys, this post has to be up in a few minutes so i won’t spill any tea, the day has just started anyway so there is nothing much apart from the usual to put down. However, a little inspiration won't hurt! Yeah, it doesn't.

As i was walking up the stairs to office today, i noticed that there is this person i always bump into at the same stairs but i never say hello and neither do they! It's not been a bother because i thought..."well, i'm rushing, i don’t even know the name, she doesn't mind too, so let it be" but today was a different case altogether. I was on phone scrolling through some whatsapp feed and i bumped into this same person again, i said sorry minus looking straight into her face but something unusual happened; In a split second i realized i wasn't hearing any footsteps, so i turned back, guess what i saw! 

This lady stood still, focusing on nothing (or so i thought) but she had a warm smile across her face. Embarrassed as i was, i decided to wear some funny grin and extend a hand,.."i'm Patience,...sorry." She placed her hand in mine, never shaking it a bit and said,"hey, i love your hair!" Did you hear that guys? She wasn't rude at all, she is a sweet soul (as far as i know).

 Many times we miss taking the chances we have to make a new friend, go for that training, learn something important, help someone when we are actually able to, be better versions of ourselves just because we have lost the essence of being simple, social and lovable. We have made it difficult for people to even say hello to us, we don't even know the name of the security person down at the building where we work, we make ourselves so busy that we can't be social anymore! This is wrong because when danger strikes, when we encounter mishaps or have difficulties accomplishing our various assignments, we run to the people around us first! 

If i missed a stair step, tripped and fell, the lady i have never minded to say hello to would be the one whose hand i would reach out to. So lovely people, let's be human not robots. Let's not complicate ourselves and trivial issues that may come up because the real complications will emerge in life, some day, but until then be happy, be simple, solve what you can, don’t worry about tomorrow because we both know that tomorrow has its own worries too. 

Celebrate the smile you have on your face and let someone else have a cause to smile too. Don't be too proud to ignore the subtle signals alerting you on what you should do, change or work on. You have a chance to do what you want today because you are here and time is at your hands, don't push everything to tomorrow, you have no guarantee about anything.

Checking Out Which One Should Be Posted

Alright guys, i hope you pick a phrase that will better your day not because i'm good at this but because i'm also learning each day to be a better person. On this long yet short journey, we should learn something new each day, just like we dont stay in one place all day, being flexible enough to adopt to new changes, lifestyles and people should be a point to ponder over!

A lovely day and joyous weekend my esteemed readers, your comments, shares and 'Take' on Patie Polly's Take mean a whole lot to me. Enjoy!

CREATING MY REALITY

Creating one's reality may sound a bit tricky because sometimes we feel like our dreams will only be dreams. On this long journey called life, every one has that one thing that they want to be or achieve so bad that sometimes they lose patience and track of time before getting there. It's been a case for me and maybe for somebody else out there. However, living each day with a purpose, even when i may not fully comprehend what that purpose is or how it will make a positive shift in life, i have stuck to a little hope knowing that when dawn breaks, it will be yet another opportunity to pursue one thing, Creating My Reality.

So what exactly do i mean by 'creating my reality'?
Considering my childhood dreams of being a classy woman(whatever that meant), a poetess, a journalist, seeing myself on big screens, my life has always been and is still being driven by that urge. After two decades of chasing this dream, i have come to learn that it's never a one-way route to that destination and somehow the diversions along my way have many a times strangled my zeal in this struggle.
Creating my reality simply means doing what i can do now, starting with the little i can access, celebrating the seemingly little accomplishments and making a 'comfortable' step towards that grail that i'm hunting and hoping to find some day.

What could be the major diversions as mentioned above?

• High expectations from self
  Setting goals is an awesome strategy to achieve one's dreams. Sometimes we raise the bar a bit high and unfortunately we may not get to that set standard and what happens next? We feel like we didn't do our best and have let ourselves down. This takes me to the next point.
• Focusing on the 'gone wrong'
  When we fail to hit the target we set, we get frustrated and often develop the bad idea of "maybe i'm not smart enough, i'm not meant to do this, if only i did more or why don't i drop this" and at worst we want to attach our failures to someone or something else but us. Let's see how disastrous this is.
• Blaming everyone and everything but self for failures
  If only we would point the finger at ourselves, we would have a starting mark. We would then know what we did wrong and make it right but when we shift the blame to others, we will never better our own selves.

• Fear of responsibility
  I have always trashed the idea of being self employed because i fear taking responsibility and being answerable 'if things went wrong'(they will do sometimes). That fear has snatched away my chances of creating and living in the universe that i design.

How have i come to rise above these weaknesses?
I have come to terms with the limitations that come in(we are human, not some programmed robot) and so i forge a way forward when plan A fails, it's not the end of the road anyway. Going to bed with satisfaction rather than regret has aided me to look at the open door and walk right through it to start on something new and finally, i have realized that many people lose their present trying to secure their future. I live in the moment, do what i have to do now, socialize more, love right and keep it here, where i am not high in the clouds where i might take centuries to be.

Going to bed with satisfaction rather than regret!

Final remark
Choosing to start a blog is another way of explaining this whole thing. There are millions of professional, hobby and commercial bloggers out there, i might be that drop in the ocean but that shouldn't hinder me from doing what i want. It's not about "who and how will they take it?" what matters is "i'm i satisfied with and feeling good about the content i put out?"
Creating my reality is living that dream even when it might be in a different context. It's about having and holding other than dreaming and fantasizing.

Glad you dropped by, i hope you will be encouraged, enlightened and entertained too. I will be publishing many more blogs and strengthening this interface with you(yes, you my esteemed reader), your comments,

shares and subscriptions are a crucial foundation and building block to Creating 'My' and 'Your' Reality. Looking forward to having you here Friday next week when a new article is up.